Why does action make me sick to my stomach?


So I just did something, nothing earth shattering, nothing huge, but I put a piece of myself out in the world and I feel sick.  I’m shaking and nauseous and the only thing that keeps me from crying is that I have told myself I will delete it in 10 minutes.  In 10 minutes I will pretend it never happened,  unless something good comes from it…which I doubt…oh god, what have i done…



Mary Anne–I really hope something good does come of it.  We all deserve validation. It is so hard to take action because you not only risk ridicule [which totally sucks, no matter how mild] you also risk….nothingness, as in “What if nobody cares one way or the other?”

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