I start my new job tomorrow … and I am so anxious I could climb the walls right now. I wish I was just normal, and could go about things without my mind deciding that it needs to be analyzed and broken down four hundred times, pointing out all the things that could go wrong and all the ways I could embarrass myself, and all the ways people are going to laugh at me. I’m seriously freaking out, and I just can’t seem to calm down. This is ridiculous … UGH!
I think your feelings are perfectly normal. I think you sound like a very conscientious person who wants to do her best…which probably means you’ll do just fine. Congrats on the new job, btw.